https://www.findingemunah.com2026-04-01 14:34:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/a-different-type-of-pesachThis year, Pesach is hitting a little differently. Originally, my family and I weren’t even supposed to be here.2026-03-22 15:47:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/seeing-the-goodNot so long ago, I found myself in a moment I wasn’t meant to be part of. I overheard a conversation, one that wasn’t directed at me, yet somehow still reached me.2026-03-04 19:39:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/growing-up-togetherYesterday, my friend and I were talking, and he said to me, “Hana, when are you going to blog again?” I laughed and said, “I don’t know. I blogged last week. I have to be inspired to blog.” He responded, “Well, let’s learn Torah.” And here I am today, after that conversation, feeling inspired.2026-02-27 03:48:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/friendshipToday, after leaving my friend’s house, I found myself thinking deeply about friendship, about the friendships I’ve gained over the years and the ones I’ve had to let go of. There are people I once spoke to who are no longer part of my life. And then there are those who stayed.2026-02-20 20:34:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/staying-closeThe last couple of weeks have been so busy that I barely had time to do the things I actually wanted to do. Life has been full with work, kids, responsibilities, planning, and constant movement.2026-02-03 13:36:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/i-chose-peaceAs I’ve gotten older, I’ve realized something important, life is not a competition. Not with other women. Not with anyone.2026-01-27 06:43:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/raising-lightI’ve been a mom to my boys for many years, and motherhood has already taught me so much about strength, patience, and love. But there is something about my daughter that has pushed me to grow even more spiritually. Maybe it’s the questions she asks, the honest, curious ones that make you pause and really think.2026-01-06 17:23:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/showing-upThe past couple of weeks, everyone has been focused on New Year’s resolutions, goals, and fresh starts. And while I love seeing people motivated and inspired, I realized something about myself. I didn’t set New Year’s resolutions, not because I don’t believe in growth, but because my New Year already passed.2025-12-25 20:31:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/communityLately, I’ve been thinking about how important it is to surround ourselves with people who are loving, kind, and genuinely good neighbors, not just in proximity, but in heart.2025-12-19 16:58:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/simply-happyFor no apparent reason, this month I have been very happy. Not the loud kind of happiness, but a deep sense of peace in my heart like everything is exactly the way it’s meant to be. There’s no specific reason. Just because. Just because I’ve fought to be here.2025-12-02 17:28:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/becoming-who-we-were-meant-to-beI am always amazed by how each of us carries our own unique talents. Some people have many, some have one, but every talent is a light. Sometimes it stays quiet inside us until something or someone, brings out that spark, that ambition, that fire we didn’t even know we had.2025-11-06 17:13:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/thank-you-for-another-dayThis blog is purely simple. I’ve written twice this week, but nothing truly sat with me until today. This morning, I woke up and knew exactly what I wanted to write about just being thankful that I woke up and that I’m alive.I am simply grateful.2025-10-26 01:53:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/trusting-the-processLife truly comes in mysterious ways. The past two weeks have been filled with so many thoughts, ideas, and plans that I could barely keep up with myself. My head has been spinning trying to organize everything, figure out the next step, and somehow make sense of it all.2025-09-28 04:03:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/stop-comparingLately, I’ve been hearing people say things like, “I wish I was younger, ” “I wish I was single,” “it must be easier” and honestly, it bothers me. Not because I don’t understand where those feelings come from, but because it made me realize how much we all compare our lives to one another.2025-08-21 04:51:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/the-gift-of-patienceThis morning, I had a plan. Drop off the kids at school, head to work, print out my lesson plans, and start preparing for the school year to begin officially. But Hashem had other plans for me.2025-07-20 23:34:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/family-firstIt’s so bittersweet looking back at old memories and missing the days that once were. Today, I found myself reminiscing about my childhood with my brothers, how far we’ve all come, how much we’ve grown, and the beautiful, journeys life has given each of us.2025-06-25 02:55:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/in-the-middle-of-it-allAs I’m sitting here in my front yard, the sun is shining, my kids are riding their bikes and I’m just breathing it all in. It's been a busy summer. But also a blessed one.2025-06-05 16:21:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/when-emunah-feels-far-awayIt’s been so hard for me to blog these last couple of weeks because, Baruch Hashem, life has been tremendous. With the last two weeks of school, kids getting ready for summer vacation and camp, it’s just been hectic.2025-04-28 07:18:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/back-from-israelWow, where do I even begin? These last couple of weeks have been an absolute blessing. It has been busy, meaningful, and unforgettable. My family and I traveled to Eretz Israel to celebrate Passover, and it was such a beautiful experience.2025-03-17 21:44:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/a-lesson-in-emunahSome days are just an adventure from start to finish. My day started off beautifully I got the kids ready, dropped them off at school, and dove into my daily routine.2025-03-05 18:25:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/finding-strength-after-divorceThere is a quiet wave of heartbreak moving through our community—women navigating divorce, feeling sadness, vulnerability, and grief. I see it in their eyes, in their voices, in the way they speak about their past and their fears for the future.2025-02-10 21:29:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/be-the-lightSome days feel heavy, uncertain, and overwhelming, but being a source of light for others is one of the greatest gifts we can offer. It doesn’t take much sometimes, all it takes is a kind word, a listening ear, or a simple reminder that they are not alone.2025-01-27 11:32:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/a-little-reminderThis morning, I woke up with energy for no particular reason. You know those mornings where the simplest joy is just being? That was me. As I soaked in the moment, I realized it’s been over a month since my last blog post.2024-12-22 20:06:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/celebrating-a-princess-party-and-the-strength-of-womenToday was my daughter’s third birthday party, and it was truly magical. The theme was all things princess, and the house was transformed into a royal kingdom filled with tiaras, glitter, and smiles. Her little friends came dressed as princesses, each one glowing with joy as they twirled and played.2024-12-10 20:51:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/a-month-of-celebrationsDecember is here, and with it comes celebration, and cherished moments. This month is extra special for us because so many milestones are happening all at once.2024-11-14 20:48:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/in-hashem-s-handsEvery morning, we’re blessed to wake up, to take a deep breath, and start a new day. Another opportunity. We get busy focusing on our goals, to-do lists, and the destinations we need to reach it’s easy to forget the One who makes it all possible.2024-09-17 21:39:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/be-kind-to-your-mindI came across a poster at work that said, “Be kind to your mind.” At first glance, it struck me as a gentle reminder to speak more kindly to myself. But the more I stared at those words, the deeper their meaning became. It wasn’t just about positive self-talk, it was about truly recognizing my own strength, wisdom, and resilience, things I rarely give myself credit for.2024-08-18 21:36:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/the-journey-to-my-getAs I sit on the plane heading back home, I find myself filled with gratitude. I thank Hashem for the miracles He has given me and for the emunah He has given me throughout this crazy journey.2024-08-07 14:44:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/summer-vacationAs I sat down yesterday, a realization hit me. I was reminded of how far I have come, where I am now, and the journey I've explored. This summer has been incredible, filled with moments that seemed to fly by in the blink of an eye.2024-07-15 19:18:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/stop-being-at-war-with-yourself-1Too often in my life, I've been my own worst critic. Too many times, I've been at war with myself rather than at peace. I've realized that I was born to have peace, and happiness in my life. But first, I had to learn to love myself. Sometimes, I hear that voice in the back of my head telling me what I should have done. We are constantly at war with ourselves, comparing ourselves to others and feeling too little.2024-06-18 20:26:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/love-your-jobIf you don’t love your job, then you’re doing it wrong. I can not tell you how much this resonates with me because I absolutely love everything about my job as a preschool teacher.2024-05-29 21:30:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/self-careDo you ever have those days where you just need to get away from everyone, and everything, and just be alone? It’s easy to get overwhelmed and feel the need to escape. For me, talking to Hashem is the best therapy out there.2024-05-18 22:16:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/life-through-my-daughter-s-eyesShabbat ended just 30 minutes ago, I found myself standing in my driveway, gazing into the most beautiful, precious, big brown eyes. At that moment, I fell in love with life all over again.2024-05-08 22:14:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/listen-to-your-gutYesterday was a day that began with uncertainty and ended with clarity. I woke up, tears filled my eyes, and a sense of emptiness weighed heavy on my heart. I found myself standing at a crossroads, unsure of which path to take. The decision I had to make the doubt and hesitation running in my mind for weeks. I was driving myself insane.2024-04-18 00:10:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/sharing-loveIn life, some moments unfold beautifully. With patience, Bitachon, and Emunah we can truly see miracles happening to us every day. We live in a world of uncertainty, misery, and hate. But there is something out there that exists that has the power to heal wounds, care for others, ignite the soul, and bring others – love. Love, in its own forms, has the ability to transform ordinary moments into extraordinary memories.2024-03-25 17:54:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/our-encounters-matterIn this life we live in, I truly believe that every person we meet is brought into our lives for a reason. There are no coincidences, no accidents. Even in moments of pain and hurt, there is a lesson waiting to be learned, a growth waiting to unfold.2024-03-11 19:13:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/answered-prayersHave you ever experienced the overwhelming joy of seeing your prayers answered? Maybe you've poured your heart out to Hashem, seeking His guidance, or healing, and then you witness his faithfulness in action. It's an incredible feeling, isn't it?2024-02-16 12:04:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/don-t-take-it-for-grantedOur life is always on the go, and so busy that it's easy to miss the beauty and blessings that surround us. From beautiful Mountain views, breathtaking sunsets, to the love of our partners, there's so much to be grateful for. Yet, all so often, we take these gifts for granted, failing to appreciate their true value.2024-02-11 11:54:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/the-importance-of-vacationSometimes as a single mom, I often get caught up with my family, work, and daily responsibilities. It's easy to lose sight of my own needs. However, every so often, I make a bold decision to prioritize myself by buying a ticket and going on vacation. It's a reminder that I deserve to live, love, and take care of myself.2024-01-31 14:09:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/leave-a-little-bit-of-sparkle-wherever-you-goBeing a single mom is undoubtedly one of the most challenging roles anyone can take on. The juggling act of managing a job, children's school schedules, health appointments, clean clothes, homework, after-school activities, playing the role of a taxi driver, dinner, and boy can the list go on. It can often feel overwhelming. All this while ensuring your children are cared for and loved.2024-01-21 17:39:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/stay-on-your-own-trailIn this world, comparison surrounds us wherever we turn. There will always be someone smarter, someone prettier, better educated, more talented, more bold, more wild, and more confident, and there will also always be someone with less of all of those things than you!2024-01-10 08:59:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/unexpected-challengesWaking up today, I found myself shivering in the cold. The realization that my heating system had decided to take break. As a single mom and homeowner, I couldn't afford to let this situation linger. My house was cold, and my anxiety was rising.2023-12-28 19:12:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/embracing-the-joy-of-teachingA career change can be a scary decision. Always having the feeling of uncertainty and fear of the unknown. In my case, transitioning from a hospital job to the life of teaching was a leap of faith that became one of the best choices I've ever made.2023-12-19 06:49:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/everlasting-loveDivorce is a journey and yet, it has the power to reshape our lives in ways we never imagined. Recently, I found myself standing at the crossroads of endings and new beginnings, as my divorce became not just a legal matter but also by halaha.2023-12-03 12:20:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/think-positiveIt's easy to get caught up in our life full of challenges and setbacks. However, a powerful tool exists that can shape our reality, and that's positivity. Our thoughts can influence our world and we have the impact of thinking positively. Have you noticed that when you’re having a bad day, your body language shows it? You stop being alert and allow your environment and circumstances to control you. Your body tells those around you that you are uneasy.2023-11-21 22:24:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/a-journey-of-commitmentn our daily life routine it's not often that we take a step back to reflect on the changes we've made and the impact they've had on our lives. Over the past few weeks, I've stepped on a new journey that has not only brought positive changes in my life but has also deepened my connection with a Hashem. A simple yet profound commitment.2023-11-05 15:53:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/finding-serenity-by-the-oceanThere is something about a beach vacation that leaves you blissfully relaxed and happy. There is something truly magical about being near the ocean.2023-10-13 04:38:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/finding-faith-in-challenging-timesIn the midst of the unexpected journey of our lives, we find ourselves facing situations that test our patience, resilience, and faith. As I sit here in Israel, dealing with canceled flight, closed parks, and a world under threats and violence, I've chosen to embrace these challenges with a heart full of positivity and faith.2023-10-08 00:27:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/my-reality-check-in-israelWhat a crazy day it was yesterday. Never did I anticipate that I would be ending my vacation in the midst of a war in Israel. Waking up at 6:30 in the morning to the horrifying sound of sirens was a cruel reality. Locked up in a bomb shelter, my heart raced, I prayed for the safety of my loved ones and for the chance to return home safely.2023-09-27 02:05:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/i-m-turning-30Last couple of days in Israel we have celebrated birthdays after birthdays and it got me thinking about my thirtieth birthday coming up in a few weeks. I know most people see this age as quite the milestone, but I’m feeling quite chill about entering my thirties.2023-09-19 14:56:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/journey-to-israelThe first couple of days in Israel have been full of emotions, and creating new experiences and memories. After a 14-hour flight, we greeted by by family and it felt like I had never left home. Every sight and sound it's almost surreal how quickly I felt at ease in this place.2023-08-23 14:06:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/thank-you-mama-and-papaHave you ever taken the time to thank your parents just because? From the time we are born, they support us in all the ways they can. They make sacrifices and offer love that cannot be found anywhere else.2023-08-16 01:37:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/god-s-got-thisDo you ever feel overwhelmed by the challenges you’re facing? It can be hard to have Emunah in Hashem but, thats when the Yetzer Hara gets in our way and tries to pull us down.2023-08-08 10:27:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/quotes-to-start-the-weekIt’s been a few weeks since I have blogged as life has been so busy. Just wanted to share some quotes that really help me get out of the slums.2023-07-12 00:11:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/life-is-about-the-journey-not-the-destinationLife is about the journey, not the destination is a popular saying that emphasizes the importance of enjoying the process and experiences along the way rather than solely focusing on the end goal.2023-07-04 22:15:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/how-childhood-trauma-affects-adulthoodWhen we think of children, we often view them as brilliant and resilient kids. They can bounce back from almost anything. Although it may seem like children “bounce back”, traumatic experiences in childhood can lead to serious and long-lasting effects into adulthood, particularly when the trauma goes unresolved.2023-06-25 16:40:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/redirect-worry-into-prayerWorries, doubts, and anxiety are a normal part of life. It’s natural to worry about a court date coming up, going on a first date, or even starting a new job. We worry every day about “what if” and we get anxious thoughts in our heads, which start to interfere with our daily life.2023-06-20 11:15:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/allow-yourself-to-be-happy-and-proud-of-your-progressEvery now and then we are hard on ourselves and feel bad about our lack of progress. We feel guilty that we’ve missed a Torah class, guilty about skipping the gym, or slipping up and doing something we know we shouldn’t have.2023-06-12 07:11:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/a-healthy-breakupRelationships can be great but there may come a time when you both know that the relationship has to come to an end. When you break up with your partner, you sometimes lose a best friend.2023-06-06 09:24:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/never-stop-learningAs summer approaches, the school year is coming to an end. An end for Morahs, moms, and students. It’s a time filled with anticipation and excitement. Even as a kid myself I remember counting down the days, weeks, and months, until the school year was over.2023-05-28 18:39:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/things-i-am-grateful-for-in-lifeHow often do you pause to appreciate what Hashem has given us in life? As I am becoming more observant, I began to appreciate things around me more. As I saw more of the world, I realized all the things I’d been given are not rights, but privileges.2023-05-18 19:55:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/dating-a-single-momDating is hard enough, but dating as a single mom adds a whole new level of complication. Speaking as a single mom I find myself pulled in so many different directions Working, carpooling, cooking, cleaning, helping with homework, being woken up in the middle of the night, calling off for sick kids…2023-05-02 10:17:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/music-the-language-to-the-soulSo I’m going to keep this a very short blog, only because there’s really not a whole bunch to say but I’m writing because this is what's been on my mind for the last 3 weeks.2023-04-27 19:32:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/unexpected-life-lessons-i-learned-from-divorceGetting divorced is never part of the plan. Divorce is never easy. Doesn't matter whether it was a mutual decision, the marriage was abusive or the relationship just came to an end. Divorce is hard and it’s much harder when kids are involved.2023-04-18 21:54:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/stop-the-world-and-seeWhen was the last time you did something for the first time? Often we never do. We’re so busy with work, motherhood, and school. Name it we all have something. When was the last time you thanked Hashem, the last time you counted your blessings?2023-03-21 11:58:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/no-expectation-no-disappointmentEveryone has expectations in their lives. Whether it's from yourself, family, your partner, or even friends. But we have to learn how not to get hurt by our expectations. Now, this does not mean lowering your standards or accepting your life as it is.2023-03-12 19:35:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/difference-between-love-and-in-loveLove is the biggest risk you can ever take. You literally put your life, and your heart in someone else’s hands and give them the chance to either make or break you. Your whole world revolves around the one you love. Their pain is your pain. Their joy is your joy.2023-02-07 13:04:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/the-art-of-letting-goWe have all had at least one point in our lives where we have faced the decision of whether we should let go or hold on to something or someone. Let’s face it, we all have baggage. Old wounds, emotional trauma, pain, loss, resentment, fears… it all follows us.2023-01-17 10:06:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/personal-growthMy friend recently asked me how do you always turn negativity into positivity and I laughed in her face. I didn't laugh on purpose but I laughed because I was never that person to be so positive. I had to work on myself for such growth. Until I put all my faith into Hashem and started learning Torah I felt dead inside.2023-01-02 20:21:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/the-power-of-mikvahA Mikvah is a ritual bath for purification in accordance with Jewish law. The water of the mikvah must be pure, natural, flowing water, rainwater is gathered to be used in the mikvah. Traditionally, the mikvah is used by both men and women.2022-12-29 19:26:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/emunah-bitachonFor many of us life can seem overwhelming when we are faced with challenges. Emunah is the key to living here on earth. The term Emunah is faith. When you hold onto Emunah you are close to Hashem and you don't worry about anything because you know that everything is for your own good.2022-12-14 21:05:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/parsha-vayeishevThis week's Parsha begins with Yaakov living in Hebron with his twelve sons. But things start to get unsettled pretty quickly. Yaakov's love for Joseph is clear to his other sons. Yossef was Yaakov's favorite. Yaakov favors Yosef and makes him a special tunic coat which ignites more hatred toward Yossef from the brothers.2022-12-01 21:59:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/parsha-vayetzeiThis week's Parsha begins with Yaakov leaving his home in Beersheva and coming to Haran where his mother Rivkah was from. Yaakov was leaving because Eisav his brother wanted to kill him, and his mother Rivka told him to go Haran and to stay with his uncle.2022-11-24 21:38:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/baal-teshuvas-and-recovering-addictsHave you ever met a Baal teshuvah? Before becoming religious, many of us lived a life far from the Torah and religion. We surrounded ourselves with people who didn’t eat kosher, dressed inappropriately, and didn’t keep Shabbat. Now, have you ever met a drug addict who is now clean and pushes every day to thrive?2022-11-16 21:00:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/path-to-happinessHappiness often comes from within. We have to focus on ourselves and what we have. Set goals and strive for them. We’re all different people, we can't be the same. Hashem has different plans for all of us.The more we focus on our self the happier we are, and the fewer problems we have.2022-11-08 18:00:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/the-power-of-modestyThere are so many forms of modesty in Judaism. Starting with the way we dress to the way we act. Tzniut is one of the most important mitzvahs a Jewish woman can do. Modesty is not just the way one dresses but also the way one talks, thinks, and the way one acts.2022-11-03 18:14:00https://www.findingemunah.com/blog/returning-to-hashemThe more I am studying, the more I am learning about myself. My neshama feels connected to Hashem more. If you would have asked me 5 or 10 years ago do I see myself becoming religious I would have said no. Today if you ask me if would choose another lifestyle I would say no too. Today....2025-10-06 13:34:00https://www.findingemunah.com/poems/blooming-through-goodbyeToday I let go of the flowers I held. As I let go there was no pain, Only memories of what remains.2025-05-24 21:33:00https://www.findingemunah.com/poems/the-girl-with-curlsI’m the girl with curls in her hair, Silly and free like birds in the air. Short and small, but my spirit stands tall, Dancing through life, embracing it all.2024-10-07 01:02:00https://www.findingemunah.com/poems/one-yearOne year since October 7th, ​One year since we’ve awakened, One year since the morning horrors, One year it’s hard to believe.2024-09-20 00:38:00https://www.findingemunah.com/poems/dreams-of-foreverYou come to me in my dreams so clear, Laughter shared as we stand near.2024-07-24 00:48:00https://www.findingemunah.com/poems/mirror-mirror-on-the-wallMirror, mirror on the wall, Don’t let them define who you are. Show them how tall you can stand, Reflect your soul, and reveal who you are.2024-06-03 11:11:00https://www.findingemunah.com/poems/beneath-the-maskI look into your eyes and all I see is pain, A man who has it all, except the one thing he desires.2024-05-27 16:22:00https://www.findingemunah.com/poems/alone-was-never-the-planDoing this alone was never part of my plan, but here I am, raising you three by hand. You push my buttons, you make me break, You make me question every mistake.2024-05-27 09:29:00https://www.findingemunah.com/poems/hug-meHug me so I can be in your presence, Hug me so I can be touched by you. Hug me so tight that when I do, My brain goes silent, and the world shuts down too.2024-05-21 11:45:00https://www.findingemunah.com/poems/red-dressWhite heels, red dress, Press the gas so we can go fast. Curly hair flying in the air, With you nothing can compare.2024-05-19 11:32:00https://www.findingemunah.com/poems/9-steps-to-starting-a-businessI will always miss you like the stars miss the sky, Their brilliance fades, as do I.2024-05-01 23:17:00https://www.findingemunah.com/poems/dream-big-little-oneIn the quiet of the night, my precious little one, Dream big, my darling girl, beneath the moonlit sun.2024-04-29 23:45:00https://www.findingemunah.com/poems/the-burning-candleWhen I light your candle, a glow so divine, Goosebumps dance on my skin, a sensation, so fine.2024-04-25 13:00:00https://www.findingemunah.com/poems/beauty-in-bloomSpring awakens, you were so near, Trees are blooming, dressed in new leaves.